Monday, May 02, 2005

It's May

Well I guess I'm only motivated to write in my blog on Mondays.

I am raising a Great Dane puppy because some breeders are stupid idiots. I'm starting to get attached to him - it's the maternal pregnant thing that's hitting me, at least that's what Eli thinks...he's probably right.  The girls named him "KODA" (from 'Brother Bear').

Busy week ahead.  Gymnastic, birthday parties, work, babysitting Ry guy and small group (which I don't really feel like going to). I'm in my not so social mood again.

Taking a road trip to Tennessee and have to get motivated to pack.  I have a headache that I just can't get rid of.  I would live to stay in my p.j.'s all day and not get out of bed.

I'm going on my 18th week of pregnancy, starting to feel the baby move more and more. This is my favorite part of being pregnant.

Work sucks.  I'm sick of young little inexperienced girls, who think they're all that and a bag of chips. I just don't understand the lack of respect people have for other people. I feel like I give people many chances - once they screw me over, our relationship is over. I have a HUGE problem with forgiveness! I also seem to remember every little detail of how I was wronged in some way. How horrible is that? I need to try harder and forgiving and forgetting, because someday it will eat me up inside.

Well off to enjoy watching my girls have a ball at gymnastics. I pray that my week will go by nicely. I need all the patience I can get right now.